All my sheets of paper are blank
But they're ready to be filled with feelings
I don't feel at all now
Black clouds gathering above my head
As I am walking through the path of different possibilities
And I know I'm getting left out
As I am trying to get to know my brain now
I would rather be, rather be someone else
As I'm backing down
Shame inside my head
Nothing seems to change
Everything stays the same
But what do I expect?
When all I do is contemplate
Tonight I'm feeling like in the spotlight
All my protectors telling me that I should go up
When I can't even lift my feet off
As I'm tied up to the ground
Maybe you'll teach me how to levitate
'Cause it goes too far, goes too far
credits
from One,
released August 27, 2021
Music, production, vocals, lyrics and art cover by Jakub Patok
"Advice Column" is a new collaborative project featuring tracks written, recorded, and produced remotely during quarantine. Bandcamp New & Notable May 14, 2020